I'm only 29 however i feel so much older. I have been through so much in my life some i have bought on myself which i put my hands up to and alot that i haven't asked for or deserved. Someone asked me just over a year ago to write a book but i said no but i decided on this. I have decided to write about everything the fantastic things the bad and the things that i am not proud off. The thing that i am proud off most is my children they are my pride and joy and i would do anything for them.